sigghhhhhhhhhh

i think
someday
everyone should just strike
and stay home in their pjs
no groceries
no jobs
no school
no nothing
but sleeping for extensive hours
and bonding time with family and friends
except maybe not the friends
because you would have to leave the house to see them
and that defeats the purpose
well...that was a fail
i put photos of like..gr seven on fb
and i got like spazzed at
like
really spazzed
so i took them off
just because i'm nice
and i put then on there for people to enjoy
and they were'nt eing enjoyed
whateva
i couldn't care less

oooosh

i fee sooooooo bad

i luve you soooo much chelly
but i can't
i hope you'll forgive me
i know you will
i think
you better
because if you don't
i'd do something dirastic
(is that how you spell it)
(prob not)
hmmmmm
prom dresses should go die
i know what i want
i just have to find it
maybe
hopefull
god
stupid
nom
i'm not happy
i feel bad
like so bad
eeerg
stupid concious
but if i told her
then i would've broke my number one rule of highest standard of promises
so i just can't do that
to myself
and to....
the other person
aaaahhhj
freak out
bottle drive made me so tired today
yawn
sigh
me and my daddy were supposed to watch a movie
but he started doing computer work
so i'm left to my own demise
just
sitting on the computer
looking at dresses
and pld pictures
and talking to people sporatically
hmmmm
omg
i had a bath in my parents jacuzzi after the bottle drive
i was in ther for two hours
so i'm officially a fish
i spent around four hours in water today
due to swimming
osgsh
noomnomnomnomnomnomnom
i'm so bored
i think i need something in my life
i was talking to julianne about this
it's the same everyday
day in day out
i need something
a little pepper
or franks red hot to spice things up
yeah
that it
i need a franks fred hot
either someone or something derastic has to happen soon
(i think i spel that wrong....again)
(i just spelt spelt wrong...)
wow!
but yeah
if something doesn't happen
i'm still deiding on what i'll do
i would say like go skinny dipping in lake else....
but i know from experience it's cold at this time of year...
and...yeah...just no....
nm




hmmmm....so i'll figure what i'll do...and someone else has to figure out what i need to do
/needs to happen
so that i don't do anything...terrible....
hmmmm
i guess thats all then ...luv ya!